The idea of this novel has grown a bit. Yes it not-so-loosely follows my childhood musings, walks, and desiring. Yes I want to cram inside several people who I actually know/knew. But now I also want to splinter out the plot so that I can actually write a book of short stories in tandem with the longer work. I want some of the episodes to be explored in greater depth in individual stories. I want them to work to support each other, perhaps even sometimes work against the other in a sexy sort of tension. Although I am not currently even writing one piece of fiction, I know desire to be writing several simultaneously.