Talking it through really helped.  I hadn’t any notion of what I would actually need to work out, but it happened.  Telling the story reminded me of the power of stories.  Simply how you start to think about something directly effects how your perceive that next thing.  Tonight in session I realized that my main fear is misinterpretation or, by proxy, misrepresentation.  And the main person I am afraid of being misinterpreted by is myself.