So as you have gathered in the last few posts, I am seeing a counselor to discuss (initially) issues of anxiety and (as it seems to be playing out) depression/OCD/you-name-it. To aid and abet this process I’ve decided to digest it here on the weblog. (As it is called Muse: Ich it would seem logical that I take my writing inspiration from myself.) Currently the task is to look for incidents in the past where I somehow got the impression that I can’t possibly complete tasks on my own, that somehow I am incapable of success. And I’m supposed to deconstruct my current misconceptions about how the world works.  Not to mention I have some studying, cleaning, organizing, and living-in-the-moment to do.

This all sounds pretty blaze and boring blog-fodder as I write this, but for the moment this is the truth and for now that will be my focus.