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Author Archives: German Jones
"Your best intentions may not be enough…"
It turns out I needed some help. My new year started much like most days off: anxious optimism and a bit of procrastination. It looked like I was about to spend the afternoon attacked by anxiety when I got a … Continue reading
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Blue Moon Rising
It’s the end of a year, a decade, and another day filled with things I planned to do. This year I hope to alleviate that stress and pressure and anxiety by simply doing instead of planning (or worrying). That is … Continue reading
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Critics
I am obsessed with reading reviews of books, movies, and music. I could literally spend an entire afternoon clicking on various links from Metacritic to “read full review” of almost anything. I read them passively, with no agreement or disagreement … Continue reading
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The appointment.
We’ve been going for over a year and it used to fill me with dread. Anxious dread. Now it simply sits as something we still do. Tonight it is mildly inconvenient because I have work to do, but it isn’t … Continue reading
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The Gestures of Farewell
Thrashing and gasping, the body erupts. A cyclone of fear and pain. Struggling to grab hold. Desperate to breath. Exhale. She stands listening, waiting. I lay remembering, preparing. The floor creaks as she shifts her weight, trying to be silent. … Continue reading
Considering Suicide
The concept, not any personal action. Writing this piece for George and this is about where I am so far… Exhale. She stands listening, waiting. I stand remembering, preparing. The compulsion to move is replaced by movement itself. Outside shatters … Continue reading
Blog Confessor
Sometimes Thom and I exist in such a thick fog of stillness that I am unable to locate my self and my thoughts. Let alone express them. I was just musing to myself how sad it is that I really … Continue reading
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Falling in to place.
Today marks the return and the beginning. It is the day Thom and I celebrate our anniversary. It is also the day, as of this afternoon, that I had one of the more focused ideas in the history of my … Continue reading
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What hath German wrought?
This goes against all actual needs… This is portability for the sake of “Because I can.” (typing from my new phone.)
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Canons
Sometimes things just sort of appear. Here is one: It is an image of the lauded Japanese writer Yukio Mishima posing as St. Sebastian. Yukio apparently used Sebastian as a trope to describe homosexuality in his writing. He later had … Continue reading
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