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September Suicide Note

I can remember still that first taste. The horrible, naseating, sip that caused me to leave the balcony and go in search of something to mix it with. I’m not sure if it was Jim Beam or Southern Comfort, but … Continue reading

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"Your cigarette traces a ladder…"

I’ve had a very Glam day.

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Body's memories

I suppose it is quite the simple template: my body. Built in the standard way, with the usual systems and cells, skin and bones. It merged to reflect mother and father, and echoes sister and brother, but in the end … Continue reading

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Différance…

Sometimes I exist beyond my body, others I simply exist because of it. Today is one of those days, and my body is sure making it difficult. Sorta heavy, defiantly achy, my physical form is trying to keep me locked … Continue reading

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Relief.

So, this is the second time an experience has lived up to all the hype. The first was after my first year of teaching. People said it got better, felt better, didn’t hurt like it did your first year once … Continue reading

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Zen and the Art of Nasal Maintenance

I know why people would become addicted to pain meds. The difference between my state last night and where I am now is so dramatic that I would be willing to suffer many indignities to achieve my peace again should … Continue reading

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Update after second doctor’s visit.

I am sad, and my face hurts. This is my second day all alone. Things seemed okay, until the doctor had to fix one of the splints in my nose. Supposedly I was going in today for him to remove … Continue reading

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After first doctor’s visit. A little better…

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Post-Surgery, Part One

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Pre Sinus Surgery Face

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