Category Archives: drinking

Routine

Supplanting another’s consciousness is a delicate balance of exploring and yielding. Because all memories are stored in meaningful layers within the folds of the brain, I do not have access to the entirety of  my new past all at once. … Continue reading

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Friday Night (de)Lights

TGIF… might as well let it all hang out. (4ish days was a good run.) 

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Couples Counseling

… is not something I enjoy. It tends to muddy the waters rather than provide clarity. I’ll admit some of the conversation is helpful, but I still end the sessions with my anxiety cup over-flowing. I’m proud to say that … Continue reading

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Boundaries

“Situational irony occurs when the exact opposite of what is meant to happen, happens…. For situational irony to occur there has to be something that leads a person to think that a particular event or situation is unlikely happen.” (Courtesy … Continue reading

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Fretting hurts

Last night I dreamt that I died. (Although it may have been my conscious fears before going to sleep that I’m remembering, because I was convinced that my heart was going to stop at some point, most likely as a … Continue reading

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Accountability 

For the sake of transforming my struggles with drinking and discipline into a dissociative identity disorder, I decided to reach out to Tony this morning and see if he could help steer this narrative. During my prep period we had … Continue reading

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Good Enough

Although expensive, my life is definitely being improved by my recent work with a new therapist. Our discussions run the gamut of my anxieties and insecurities, yet his advice seems to be pretty consistent: cut yourself some slack and get … Continue reading

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