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My willing heart

When I encounter him, mouth open and asleep in a chair, after a hot day and reading a comic book, I am just filled with joy. I love him. Endlessly. I just love him. Advertisements

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A shower on the road to Damascus

This morning was hard. I ate something last night that erupted within my belly and did its best to leave in ALL of the ways possible. I woke up in pain and discomfort. I sat for a long while feeling … Continue reading

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And then there was that time…

I woke up at 3:00 am on a Friday morning before school. I read a bit, played on the Internet, and intimately inspected my body. And lay in bed trying to feel everything. I realized that I’m fine. I may … Continue reading

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I notice…

He still sleeps on the left side of the bed. And I still sleep on the right. One floor apart, but We still subconsciously make room For one another.

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This.

I understand that you’re wanting connection. Unfortunately, I don’t have space for it right now. I understand that you’re wanting connection. Unfortunately, I don’t have space for it right now. I understand that you’re wanting connection. Unfortunately, I don’t have … Continue reading

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Away

The snowflakes melt on my face like tears. I am floating in the river. The emptiness inside makes me buoyant. The current tries to take me north but I get stuck along the wall. My life is controlled by friction … Continue reading

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Sobriety

I woke up this morning with a lightness. I’ve made the decision to be sober. Last week it felt like stopping drinking was a punishment for my bad behavior and over indulgence. But this morning it is something I want … Continue reading

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